I was speechless!
What do you say to something like that?
Never in my world would I have thought this could be my truth.
Well, I mean, I wondered if I had a different father. I do not look like anything like the rest of my family and I do not act or even are treated the same as everyone else in my house. I even asked my mother if I did. But the way she reacted, seemed like there was no possible way. But really if I am honest I think I always knew he was not my true father.
However, a part of me still wished and hoped that he was my real dad and one day he would be able to love me. All I ever wanted was to be loved by my family, and now I find out that they really are not even my family.
I sat down right there on the ground in front of the meeting building, not even caring that I may be messing up my dress. And I just took a moment to think about everything that he just told me.
I glanced at Bethany, she didn't look shocked, so I am guessing she already knew all this.
"Do you know who my real father is?" I whispered out so low, I am not sure if he even heard me. If he wasn't my father, then I would at least like to know who he is.
He growled loudly, making me jump and look up at him.
"NO! I do not know the bastard that touched her. He would be dead if I found out! Your mother doesn't talk about her past." He growled.
"I do not know where she came from or what her life was before we met in that club. But by the way that your mother is so timid and scared around other men only tells me that she did not have a good relationship with whoever your father was. It makes me think that the mother fucker hurt her. Or her father hurt her. No woman is that timid around men unless they were abused or raised that way. And because I do not know what her life was before me I will never be able to know. But any bastard that touched my sweet Darla, deserves to die a slow death. Even if it was consensual."
My mind is melting. I have been through so much information at once, that I am not sure how to process it all. My brain is on overload and it does not want to take in all this information right now.
My dad is a werewolf.
No, , not my dad, the man I thought was my dad is a werewolf.
My half-sister, well I guess she isn't my half-sister either, is a fairy and werewolf.
My little sisters are half werewolves, at least they are really at least partially my sisters.
My dad is not really even not my dad. I think that is the hardest for my brain to comprehend and I don't even know why.
My mom may have been abused or raised as a timid housewife.
She was pregnant with me before she mated with my dad, not dad.
I rested my head on my knees. Which were now tucked into my chest.
My head and my heart hurts.
I do not think I can take any more shocking news. I hope this meeting with dad's guest goes quickly, because I need to curl up in my bed. I wish I could erase the last hour of my life and pretend that it never happened.
"There is no time for a meltdown, dust off, and compose yourself. I hear our guest arriving." Dad stated as he straightened out his work suite.
I looked around trying to find our guest, but he was nowhere in sight. I was confused for a moment before I remembered that dad was a werewolf and he probably heard the car pull up.
Looking directly at me, dad instructed me, "Go inside and wait, we will be in shortly."
I open my mouth to say something, but the glare that he gives me lets me know that he is done talking and so am I. So I close my mouth back up and turn around to walk into the meeting building.
As I pass by Bethany, she has that stupid smirk on her face again. I get a feeling of dread running down my spine and all I want to do is turn around and run as fast as I can back to the main house and hide out in my room.
As I enter the building my mind is still racing trying to process everything that I have learned so far. I couldn't even focus on what the inside of the building looked like. My mind would only process the new information that was just given me.
It is really turning out to be one of the most memorable birthdays that I have ever had before in my life. Take that back, it is the most memorable.
I will not be forgetting this for a long time. There have been so many secrets and lies revealed tonight that I am almost afraid to know what is going to come next. I do not think that I will be able to handle any other news.
I could not stop my mind from wondering who my father might be. I had so many questions floating through my brain that I did not know which one I wanted to answer first. Or where I would even find the answer to them.
Would my life have been different if I lived with my real father?
What was he like, was he a bad man likeLynn was suggesting?
Was he someone that my mother knew or just some random man that my mom had a crazy night with and never even knew his name?
Does he even know about me? Does he know that my mother was even pregnant, and if he didn't would he want to know about me?
Do I want him to know about me? Do I want to know him?
And there were so many more. My brain was swirling with all the new information and unanswered questions.