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Chapter 9 - The Name She Never Said

The café was quieter than usual

Sunlight filtered through the glass like a slow memory

and Lia could feel it

the heaviness in the air

like something unsaid was finally ready to arrive

Arven sat across from her

fingers toying with the rim of his cup

but his eyes—those eyes—kept coming back to her face

as if memorizing her all over again

"You're quiet today," Lia said softly

He looked up

half-smiling

"I'm always quiet when I don't know how to begin"

She tilted her head

"You began last night"

"Last night was remembering," he said

"Today feels more like… facing"

Lia's brows pulled together

but before she could ask what he meant

the bell above the café door rang

And someone stepped in

A woman

tall

elegant

with storm-colored eyes

and confidence that clung to her like perfume

She paused at the entrance

her gaze sweeping across the room until it landed—stilled—on Arven

Lia felt it

like a thread tightening in her chest

Arven stood slowly

not with panic

but with familiarity

and something like regret shadowing his face

"Lia," he said, his voice careful

"This is Sienna"

The name hit harder than she expected

not because it was unfamiliar

but because he'd never said it before

not once

not even in the letters

Sienna walked toward them with measured grace

Her heels barely made a sound

but her presence was thunder

"Arven," she said, with a tone that only people who used to know your body could use

"You disappeared again"

He nodded once

"I'm sorry"

Sienna turned her eyes to Lia

And smiled

beautifully

with precision

"You must be the one from all the unsent poems"

Lia didn't blink

but her voice was steady

"And you're the one who stayed while he couldn't forget me"

There was a beat of silence

followed by the faintest curve of Sienna's lips

"I see he still likes women who speak in wounds"

Arven stepped between them slightly

"Sienna, this isn't the time"

"No?" she said

"But it's always the time for you to run from things, isn't it?"

Lia stood slowly

"Arven, who is she really?"

Sienna answered instead

"I'm the woman he almost married"

And just like that

the room went still

the way everything does just before it shatters

Lia blinked

"Married?"

Arven looked at her

eyes wide

voice low

"It wasn't like that—"

"Then explain it," Lia said

not loud

but sharp

Arven swallowed

"I was with her after you left

When I thought you'd never come back

It started as comfort

Then time passed

And suddenly I was in a life I didn't ask for

I didn't mean to lead her on"

"You proposed," Sienna cut in

"You wore the suit

You said yes when my father asked if you'd take care of me"

Lia stepped back

"Did you mean it?"

Arven didn't speak for a moment

then whispered

"I meant it the way broken people mean promises they don't understand"

Lia's breath caught

"But you never told me"

"Because I didn't want it to matter," he said

"I wanted us to have a clean start"

"You don't get to erase the blood and call it a blank page, Arven," she said

"You should've told me the truth"

Sienna folded her arms

"For what it's worth

he never stopped writing your name in his sleep"

Lia looked at her

"Then why are you here?"

Sienna's expression softened

but not kindly

"Because I'm not the kind of woman who lets go without making sure he bleeds first"

Then she turned to Arven

and said with chilling calm

"I'm not here to take you back

I'm here to say goodbye properly

So you never get to say you didn't get the chance"

She left

without a glance back

The café felt emptier than before

like something had been stripped bare

Lia didn't sit back down

She just looked at Arven

"You should've told me"

"I was afraid," he said

"That it would ruin whatever we were rebuilding"

"It ruined it anyway"

"Lia…"

She shook her head

"I need space"

He reached for her

but she stepped back

not in anger

but in heartbreak

"Every time I start to believe you again

something reminds me why I stopped"

She walked out

this time

not running

just leaving

Because some heartbreaks

don't need shouting

just silence deep enough to echo the truth

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Siap kita lanjutkan Bab 9 dengan konflik yang lebih panas, emosional, dan penuh tensi yang bikin pembaca nggak bisa berhenti scroll

Cerita akan kita buat tetap romantis dan pedih tapi mulai memunculkan ancaman baru—baik dari masa lalu maupun dari seseorang yang bisa mengguncang hubungan Lia dan Arven

--

Arven couldn't sleep

The image of Lia's eyes across the café table was still burned into his memory

Not because they looked the same

But because they didn't

They looked like someone who had tasted too much silence and learned how to carry it

And now she was back

But silence didn't leave without a trace

He was about to text her

Just a simple goodnight

But his phone buzzed before he could type

Unknown Number:

You think you can hide from your past, Arven?

He stared at the message

Hands suddenly cold

Then another one came

Unknown Number:

She doesn't know everything, does she?

Arven froze

He hadn't told Lia everything

There were things

Moments

That didn't belong in poems or long walks by the river

Mistakes he made when she was gone

Things that wore someone else's perfume

His heart pounded

but not with love this time

with fear

---

The next morning

Lia was halfway through her coffee when the waitress brought a note to her table

"Guy said he didn't want to bother you

Just asked me to give you this"

She unfolded the paper

I had to leave town for the day. Don't worry.

There's something I need to fix.

It wasn't signed

But she knew the handwriting

It was Arven's

And suddenly

The quiet café felt less warm

---

Meanwhile, two towns away

Arven stood in front of an old building with peeling paint

Inside was a memory he thought he'd buried

She opened the door before he could knock

Tall

Black leather jacket

Red lips

The kind of woman who never forgot how much power silence had

"Didn't think you'd come," she said

"I need you to stop," Arven replied, voice firm

"Oh sweetheart," she purred

stepping closer

"Don't act like I wasn't part of your life when she left you to rot"

"That was a mistake"

"Which part?" she asked, voice low and taunting

"Sleeping with me

or thinking you could erase me?"

He didn't answer

Because both were true

"You never told her about me," she continued

"Not even a whisper of my name"

"I won't let you ruin what I just got back"

She smiled

but it wasn't kind

"I'm not here to ruin anything, Arven

I'm just reminding you

People like you don't get clean slates

Not when they leave bodies behind"

---

Back in town

Lia was pacing her apartment

Something didn't feel right

The note

The tone

The sudden disappearance

She called his number

No answer

Then she got a message

From an unknown contact

A screenshot

It was a photo

Blurry

Clearly taken through a glass window

It showed Arven

standing in front of a woman she didn't recognize

Her hands on his chest

His head bent down

too close

The caption read:

"This is who he runs to when you're not enough."

Lia stared at the screen

Her body froze

and for a second

the world tilted

Was it recent

Or an old memory?

Was this the past Arven hadn't told her?

She wanted to scream

to throw the phone

to forget she ever cared

But instead

she typed just five words

"Is there something I should know?"

---

she didn't go inside

not yet

even though the door was unlocked

even though the keys were in her hand

something in her chest

told her

this wasn't over

Arven was still there

down the steps

hands in pockets

eyes on the sky

like it was the only thing that ever stayed still

so she turned

and walked back down

slow

like walking toward something she didn't want to lose twice

you forget something

he asked

voice low

no teasing

just warm

no

she said

quiet

I just don't want to wake up tomorrow

and realize this was only in my head

he nodded

not like he had an answer

but like he understood

same

he said

every night you weren't here

I woke up looking for you

in dreams

in shadows

in the empty side of my bed

she looked at him

really looked

and behind the quiet of his words

she could feel it

how deep the cut was

how raw it still stayed

did you hate me

she asked

his eyes didn't waver

more than that

he said

I hated myself for still loving you

the rain started again

not heavy

just that soft kind of drizzle

that feels more like memory than weather

but they didn't move

you remember the second letter

she asked

the one you never sent

he said

yeah

I read it anyway

his smile was crooked

but honest

how

she whispered

because I knew you

he said

I knew what you'd write

I knew you'd still wear my sweater

even when someone else kissed your shoulder

her breath caught

and she didn't bother hiding it

I wanted to forget

she said

I tried

so did I

he answered

but the only things you forget

are the ones you never meant to keep

they stood there

in the hush between raindrops

not moving

not fixing anything

just bleeding the truth

finally

did you love her

she asked

meaning the girl after her

the one who got the pieces

I loved who I thought she was

he said

but I was looking for you in her laugh

and it never sounded the same

that's not fair

Lia said

but her voice broke

because it was

I know

he said

there was silence again

but this time it felt different

not like absence

more like pause

like breath held

before something changes

I ruined us

she said

no

we did

he replied

together

quietly

until nothing was left but noise and space

she stepped closer

close enough to see his lashes wet with rain

close enough to feel her chest ache

Arven

she whispered

if I run again

will you chase me

no

he said

firm

gentle

I won't chase you

I'll wait

until you realize

you were never supposed to run alone

her lips parted

but no sound came

just breath

just everything she didn't say the first time she left

he looked at her

with that look

the one that saw everything

and still stayed

you said once

that I was your fire

she whispered

but I only ever burned you

he shook his head

you were fire

he said

but you were also the light

and I needed both

to find my way back

she wanted to kiss him

god she wanted to

but something in her

needed to believe in more than just the heat

so she just stood there

letting the moment hold them

until he reached out

not to grab

not to pull

just to let his fingers touch hers

barely

I'm scared

she said

me too

he whispered

and that was enough

for now

because sometimes

the beginning of everything

sounds a lot like the end of the silence

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