You were with him.
You loved him, and you want me to live with that.
Not tit for tat.
It's not buried
My memories will
Revisit that...
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I can't fucking help it...
I grew up with him, and you can't understand.
It's not so easy to not imagine you with him.
My brother...Not just another man.
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Now, just imagine if I dated someone
As close to you as your sister...
If I made love to her for years,
And when we broke up,
I fucking missed her...
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Would that not change things?
Would you not see me the same?
Had I planned a life with your sister,
And tried to give her my last name?
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Can you blame me for
Hesitating
When you were once
His world?
Can you tell me you have no love for him,
Even though it all unfurled?
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How can I not feel some way
When I know that you
Were once in love with my brother?
How can you not just
Give me the time to detach that?
It's not easily swept
under the covers...
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Didn't care if you brought up
Your exes.
I was the next shit.
I couldn't care less about a checklist...
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But this is not that
It's much deeper,
You wore his name around your heart
Like a necklace.
Maybe I got too close,
Too quickly...
Love can be tempting,
I'm too reckless.
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Should have stopped when
My heart that discovery...
Waited too long,
Now I'm stuck with a recovery...