"Ahhh" xavier said moaning
"I missed this" he added taking a big bite off his pizza.
We are currently in my room now
Eating our lives out, I lost count of how many boxes of pizza we have eaten already. I still find it strange that Xavier could eat human food.
"Oh my gosh ahhh, this is really good" I said moaning.
"It's been a while since I ate something this delicious". I added
"Xavier is funny that" i immediately stop talking when I was met with xavier intense gaze he was looking at me with an unreadable expression on his face
"Why you looking at me like that" I asked confused.
His eyes immediately darkened at the sound of my voice.
"Please don't do that again" Xavier said.
What scared me was the way his vioce sounded.
It soundedraw, husky if i'm not mistaking filled with so much desire.
Only the thought of that was enough to make me squirm in my sit.
Some unknown feelings erupted in me, that I couldn't explain or rather say don't want to vioce out.
The feeling of wanting to be owned loved by someone, touched.
Oh God please help me what's xavier doing to me.
Unable to find my vioce i nodded looking at Xavier.
"Good" I heard him say.
The tension in the room was so thick that it could be cut through with a knife.
I was getting hot in the inside for no reason I needed something to cool me down .
"Water" I said
I quickly ran down to the kitchen filled my cup with water and drown it down within a second.
But it still wasn't helping matter
I still felt hot.
"Oh gosh was happening to me" I said shouting slightly.
I felt a hand on my lower back I quickly flinched away from the touch.
"Are you okay"
I turned around and was met with xavier concern gaze.
"Yeah I am fine"
"It just kinda of hot in here" I added
"Limah"
The way he called my name made me feel so wanted.
And Without thinking I placed my lips on Xavier's he responded back almost immediately, the kiss was filled with so much warmth love lust.
It was so intense and good I thought I would die from the feeling.
"Limah" Xavier said moaning.
I guess that was what really brought me to reality I pushed him back harshly.
"I am so sorry that wasn't supposed to happen.
"I am sorry for kissing you, I don't know what came over me" I added
"Shhh" Xavier said placing his finger on my lips to silent me.
"Limah i have longed for this day" xavier said.
"The day I would be able to fee your lips under mine again i'm so glad it happened" he added.
"Can I kiss you again" xavier whispered.
"Yes please"
Xavier's lips were on mine again the kiss this time was more intense than before, his lips tasted so sweet.
The feeling of his hands in my hair slightly dragging at my scape was so good.
"Ahh" I said moaning slightly.
"Limah what are you doing to me" xavier whispered still kissing me.
The kiss was getting really heated so I broke it off
"Sorry" I whispered to xavier.
"Don't apologize we won't do anything you aren't ready for okay" xavier said.
I only nodded, this whole feelings just seems so new to me, and not being able to withstand it I burst out crying.
"Oh my gosh limah why you crying,
It's this about the kiss"
"I am so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you" he added.
"No no no definitely not" I said
"This is not about the kiss"
"It's just that I need sometime Alone"
"Could you please just go"
"Limah"
"Please" I croaked out.
"Okay" Xavier said with that he was gone.
I quickly ran up to my room, the unfinished pizza box was still on the floor.
A min ago we were eating pizza the next we were kissing and now he is gone.
I quickly got on my bed I made myself look as small as possible, as if I was shielding myself away from the world from everyone.
My lips were quite swollen from or the sucking and biting and it kinda of hurt but in a good way I guess.
I kissed someone today, no I kissed a ghost today.
I guess coming to a new place really changed my life, before now my head was always found in between a book.
But now I can't remember the last time I read a book.
Not only did I get to see a ghost but also got to kissed one and I really liked it.
I always fantasized about getting married, going on dates, having a library filled with books of all kinds of genre.
Having a home filled with flowers, having children and owing tons of cats.
I really love cats but my dad is allergic to them that's why I can't have one.
I never imagine I would fall for a ghost.
I never thought falling for a ghost is possible, I only read those in novels.
My perfect life planned out is definitely ruined cause there is no way I can go on a date with a person others can't see.
Or hold hands in public with a person that's invisible to the world.
I guess I won't be introducing my forever to my dad.
Speaking of my dad I don't even know where he is, if he is alive or dead or if he is even safe.
I sighed softly.
I'm here thinking about someone who am not even sure likes me.
There is no going back I have finally accepted the fact that I have fallen for a ghost.
I'm inlove with Xavier occoner
But love it's a strong word I don't know if I should be using that
The thought of being in love scares the hell out of me.
I finally closed my eyes drifting into a peaceful slumber.
Or maybe not so peaceful.