Chapter Twenty-Nine Salesflower. I will not feel what I do and I did not know what I did, I do not know and I am not good at swimming, but when I saw Caroline lost consciousness and lost the ability to concentrate, I threw myself into the sea until I go to her, Caroline was a distance from me, and because I did not know swimming I almost drowned, I threw myself into the water with my clothes
People thought I was a crazy person or thinking about suicide.Some young people saved me on the island. The ambulance was called and instead of finding myself with Caroline I found myself in the hospital and the police came investigating with me,Frederick Dallas attended and who heard the news from some people on the beach laughed a lot and told me it seems that I am here in Sunderland I will be the lawyer who defends you Mr. Play
The situation was funny I got out of the hospital for Mr. Frederick Dallas' house which seems to cause him many problems here in Sunderland, but I regretted losing the opportunity and not acting good to find Caroline who was in front of my eye. I spent the day with Frederick Dallas and his good family who cared about me well and improved my care,of course Mr Frederick stood next to him in the case and returned him to his family after he was on the run,made him treat me very well,he might not even go to work because of me
This matter made me feel embarrassed and I would like to move to a hotel until I find Caroline, although I adored this situation or the pleasure of living and is to be in the middle of a family, I eat with them watching TV, I talk to them
The next day I decided to go to the place where I found Caroline but I have to do better.I stood by the hours on the beach moving from one island to another until Caroline glimpsed but this time it was with her daughters, it's been days, months and old girls but they are still children,Becky and Jessy were playing on the boat and laughing and laughing to them tourists and passing by the boats and the surrounding yachtsI felt anxious and from the reaction of the young if they saw me, I suddenly disappeared from sight other than that I was watching them, and in the evening Caroline and the young almost went out to go home.I took a taxi and went behind them I knew the address of the residence, Caroline and the young were living in a large, densely populated building, I came home I do not know what to do after I arrived for Caroline and knew the address, I spoke myself, Michael why did not go to her she loves you she loves you she loves you
I remembered here the words of the psychiatrist who told me you do not need a psychiatrist are the ones who need support and support. I remembered the words of Mr. Fox who told me you need strong weapons and all you need weapons are love and giving, and finally I remembered the words of Mrs. Madeline who already told me I was cruel to Joe Smith
I realized that I could not win Caroline without winning the love of young girls, that the dowry that I will give to Caroline must be the satisfaction of Becky and Jessy
The next day I did what I did yesterday I waited for a wandering between the beaches but I did not see Caroline, I saw a man on a boat selling roses I asked him, may he know her I described him Caroline an individual on quickly and he told me yes I know her sad Caroline does not come on Sunday
The word was painful and cruel to my ears, sad Caroline,I wished that smile and happiness were sold in the markets so that I could buy all the smiles and laughs and gift them to my beloved Caroline, I went to her house and I stood thinking what to do, I stood more than an hour until I saw her and her daughters walked behind them until they reached a big circus in the middle of the city's grand garden
I entered behind them the circus watching them from afar and for the first time I see Becky and Jessy in a great state of joy and pleasure watching the circus shows and walking around the place, the shows were great but the smile and joy on Becky and Jessy's faces were very big, Caroline and the younger left after about three hours and I did not leave, I sat in the place until almost everyone turned away, one of the circus guards came to me and said to my master, you will turn away or want to work with us
Without hesitation, I told him I want to work with you, I am looking for a job, he told me what works you know in the circus, a clown immediately I uttered the word, I am a clown The man I knew then said he was running in the circus You start work from tomorrow at seven o'clock, clown