Chapter XXI Shock I read the message in the car, I could not move, I was silent and I felt that I was helpless and for the first time in my life I feel this feeling of helplessness that you are unable to do something. I stayed in the car for about an hour two or more, and then headed to a nightclub .I wasn't used to going to those places but I was trying to forget .I was in a coma-like state.I don't know what to do. I drank a lot of wine and watched naked women dance
The glass of wine was not leaving the hands of the cup after the other, a beautiful girl came to me from the girls of the club who stayed with me .She offered me to dance with her, I did not know the dance, but I was drunk I did with her and danced and I fell to the ground and she held my hand. The girl was really beautiful and later that this is her job is to sit with the customers in the club until the customer spends the largest amount of money, and she works everything for the customer inside the club even if it comes to go home with him
Already this is what happened, the beautiful girl told me what do you think that I will reach you home for three hundred pounds, I told her I agree, I was drunk I did not know that she wanted to go with me to the house and have sex with me for three hundred pounds, I and the girl drove off I did not know how I got home, the girl helped you open the apartment door I entered the house I went to my room I was put on the bed and I did not see except for the morning I woke up to find myself with clothes that came out with formal clothes and a completely naked girl sleeping next to me
I did not know what happened .the girl woke up and I told her who you are! She said to me, she wants to run away from the three hundred pounds, I told her what you mean and then I started to remember what happened at night, I did and gave her a thousand pounds and asked her to turn away. She took advantage of the girl and told me the girl I can spend with you today and do everything you ask for, you are a generous man, I asked her to wear her clothes and turn away, the girl took the money. She left wondering who acted me
I stayed alone at home holding Monica's letter, the secretary called me the office a lot, I didn't answer the phone.All I did at home was to message Monica and drink wine,.the next morning I woke up to a heavy knock on the door that almost broke the door. I opened the door if Vero and Dr. Adam, Ferro's vacation was over. I went to the office and knew that I did not go to the office and that there were severe losses and anger from some of the case owners
The view of the house was very bad,and the smell of wine from my mouth was unusual.We sat in the office room and Dr. Adam and Ferro knew about what happened with Caroline and Dr. Adam read the letter and told me that wine and escape would not work, and it would not fix things.Ferro went to the office to get to work.Dr. Adam advised me to go to a psychiatrist and gave me the address of a friend with a professor in psychiatry
In the evening, I found myself heading to Dr. Emmanuel, Doctor of Psychiatry, and the truth is that I was not convinced of the idea of psychiatry before, but my bad condition and my desire to talk to anyone made me go to Dr. Emmanuel. I arrived at the doctor and who was kind and very guided with me and had Dr. Adam gave him an idea about me and made the appointment
Emmanuel asked me to completely relax on his sofa. A show on coffee or tea talked to me a lot about the law and the case of Joe Smith, who knew all the details from the media, and he took to talk to me and talk to me in everything. I talked about everything and then I stood at Caroline and cried .The lights were afraid of him Dr didn't talk to me made me talk,I talked about my love for her my dream of her wanting to marry her.My sense when I went to her last time
I spoke freely and cried and after a long time, Dr. Emmanuel sat at his desk.He asked me to sit down.I sat with the Dr waiting for him to tell me about my condition, and Mr. Michael Play said to me, you can leave, since you wanted, I told him Dr. Emmanuel. Will I come to you in another session, he smiled and told me Mr Michael Play you don't need a psychiatrist
I was surprised by Dr. Emmanuel's words and I told him what I needed!He told me you need to fight until you win the battle,I am baffled by a man like you who was able to triumph over the Arthur Miller Empire how to give up easily in the battle of life. Dr. Michael Play women will not come crying
You love Caroline and she loves you ,look for her fight for her ,either becky and jessie they are not young children not old girls they are at this age they need friends, that you do not suffer from any mental illness. You have all the choices in front of you either to fight for your love !As for you to forget as Caroline told you..