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CAN I ENTER IN YOUR WORLD?

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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1: The Weight of Solitude

The rain pattered against the window of Mira's cramped apartment, a relentless drumbeat that mirrored the chaos in her mind. She sat hunched over her desk, surrounded by medical textbooks, their pages dog-eared and annotated in her precise handwriting. The glow of her laptop screen cast harsh shadows across her face, highlighting the dark circles under her eyes. At twenty-three, Mira was in her final year of medical school, teetering on the edge of becoming a doctor—a dream she'd chased since childhood. But tonight, the dream felt like a noose.

Her phone buzzed, a reminder of an upcoming exam. She ignored it, her fingers trembling as she highlighted a paragraph on cardiac arrhythmias. The words blurred together, her brain too foggy to process them. She hadn't slept properly in days, maybe weeks. The pressure of her studies, the endless rotations at the hospital, and the gnawing fear of failure had built a wall around her, brick by brick. She was calm on the outside—always had been. Professors praised her composure, patients trusted her steady hands. But inside, she was unraveling.

Mira pushed her chair back and stood, stretching her aching shoulders. The apartment was small, a single room with a bed, a desk, and a kitchenette that smelled faintly of instant noodles. No photos adorned the walls, no mementos of friends or family. She'd always been a loner, not by choice but by circumstance. High school had been a blur of studying, college even lonelier. Her parents lived across the country, and their calls were brief, filled with polite inquiries about her grades. She had no one to lean on, no one to share the weight of her stress.

She glanced at the clock: 2:17 a.m. Sleep was a lost cause. Instead, she grabbed her phone and flopped onto her bed, the springs creaking under her weight. Social media was her escape, a window into lives brighter than her own. She scrolled mindlessly through posts—friends from college celebrating graduations, strangers sharing travel photos. Her thumb paused on a sponsored ad: a music video thumbnail featuring a young man with tousled dark hair and a radiant smile. The caption read, "Kael's New Single: 'Starlight Promises' Out Now!"

Curiosity tugged at her. She tapped the video, and the screen filled with vibrant colors. The man—Kael—sang in a voice that was both powerful and tender, his eyes sparkling with an emotion she couldn't name. The song was upbeat, a pop anthem about chasing dreams, but there was a melancholy undercurrent that resonated with her. She watched, transfixed, as Kael danced across a stage, his movements fluid and effortless. The comments below were a flood of adoration: "Kael is my everything!" "His voice heals my soul!"

Mira's lips twitched into a rare smile. She didn't follow idols or celebrities—her life didn't have room for fandoms—but something about Kael drew her in. Maybe it was his smile, so bright it seemed to defy the darkness. Or maybe it was the way his voice seemed to speak directly to her, promising that even the loneliest nights could hold light.

She clicked on his profile, diving into a rabbit hole of interviews, behind-the-scenes clips, and fan edits. Kael was twenty-five, a rising star in the music industry, known for his charm and devotion to his fans. In one interview, he laughed about staying up late to read fan letters, his eyes crinkling with warmth. "They're my strength," he said. "Every message matters."

Mira's chest tightened. She opened the messaging app, her fingers hovering over the keyboard. What would she even say? She wasn't a fan, not really. She didn't know his discography or his favorite color. But the urge to reach out, to connect with someone—even a stranger—was overwhelming. She typed, deleted, then typed again.

Hi, Kael. I'm just a random person who heard your song tonight. It made me feel… less alone. Thank you.

She hit send before she could overthink it, her heart pounding. The message sat in the void of his inbox, one of thousands he probably received daily. She imagined him reading it, maybe smiling that radiant smile. The thought was absurd, but it warmed her, if only for a moment.

Mira set her phone down and returned to her desk, the rain still falling outside. The textbooks loomed, but they felt a little less heavy now. She didn't know it yet, but that fleeting moment of connection—of reaching out to a star she'd never meet—had planted a seed. A seed that would grow into something beautiful, something painful, something that would change her life forever.

She picked up her highlighter and began to read again, unaware that her heart had already begun to chase a dream she couldn't yet name.