My grip on my bag was so tight that I could feel my palms hurting,I'm not just nervous but also scared as I walked down the hallway,I could see some familiar faces glance at me with disdain in their eyes,I understand why they feel like that though....it alll started from junior high,i still don't know why they hate me,they pull tricks on others too but I seem to be their favourite target and everyone knows about that so no one wants to be associated with me,they're scared to get bullied too by them and the craziest part is that no one dares leak it out,whatever happens in charm rich high stays in charm rich high...and i can't forget about all the awful words they've told me all my life,they've made me extremely insecure about my face and body and everything about me,they never fail to remind me that am a nobody and that am never good enough.
I finally made it to my locker and I punched in the code and put my books in,I have English first and am almost running late,I quickly took my English textbook and went to class
"You're late supharie"Miss leena said as I came in
"Am sorry,won't happen again"i. Said with my head low as i made my way to seat,none of my mates paid attention to me and I loved it that way also I noticed the xo girls aren't here which is a thing of relief for me,normally if they're here I'll get hit with flying planes and paper stones,all to frustrate me,i sigh as I brought out my note book and pen and began writing,we were already 20 minutes into the lesson when the door was rudely opened and the xo girls stepped in in all. Their glory,everyone had already started cheering the queens of the school
"Class please quiet down and why are you girls coming now"miss leena said with so much frustration in her voice obviously she's tired of them,i myself is already shaking as I looked at this perfect girls,every thing about them Is perfect,from their beautiful expensive matching short dresses to their perfect hair,shoes,nails,bags and makeup,everything about them is perfect and not just that their personality also,I locked eyes with star by mistake and she sent me a devilish grin as They made way to their seat
"I really missed you Susu,am sure you missed us a lot"Lana whispered into my ears and that sent shivers down my spine.
After about 2 more classes it was break time and I was really starving,I made way to the cafeteria and I paid for my food,I went to my usual table,a place far from the rest and on my way to my table i. Passed the table that serves the king of the school mello and his friends,mello is known to be a very notorious play boy as he has slept with almost all the girls in school,he makes u feel special and then dumps you straight up,he goes for high tastes only and am obviously not on his food chain,I know U might be wondering how I know all this despite not knowing anyone but the walls have ears,I don't eavesdrop but I see a lot of girls fighting and ending their friendships all because of him and still girls don't learn their lessons and still come for him,I sat down with my food on the table,I did a short prayer and prepared to dig in but my dream was short lived as I felt extremely cold water pouring down my body,I opened my mouth in shock and I could hear laughter echoing everywhere,this is not the first or even the 100th time I'm being bullied by them but I couldn't stop my tears,the humiliation and disgrace is something I should be used to but am not,I lost my appetite immediately and I stood up and turn to face them
"Oops sorry,i didn't see you there"pixie said with so much sarcasm as her sisters laughed
"U looked soooo dry,at least now you're wet"Freya said with a wink and I immediately rushed out smiledof the cafeteria with tears in my eyes,I went straight to the bathroom and cried out my eyes,the way everyone kept laughing and filming like I was a nobody and yes thats true,am no one,no one has ever tried standing up for me,no one cares about me not even my mom dad or Isla,I see myself as an outsider in the family,i just want to have a normal life but I know I can never have dat cause am So messed up mentally.
I washed my face but my eyes are still red and puffy from all the crying,I still need to attend class,immediately I entered the class they were already laughing and talking about about it,the xo girls seemed to be very pleased with my appearance as they shot me wicked smiles
"Quite down class"Mr fren our literature teacher came in and the noise died down
Immediately school was over I rushed to the car and got in,I need to leave this hell
"When are you planning on telling ur parents"Ben my driver said and sigh,his the only one who knows about me getting bullied because he witnessed it once when he came to pick me up,he was extremely angry that day but I had to beg seriously and he promised not to tell them
"Am fine seriously,stop worrying "I said while lost in my own thoughts
"How can I stop worrying"he said while driving
"Please I don't want to talk about it am really tired"i said quietly and he gave me a nod
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