(pov ???)
What is death?
Nobody knows! People can only guess what awaits us on the other side. Maybe heaven or hell, or we simply cease to exist.
Once upon a time the earth gave birth to us, and the earth will also take us away.
I thought so too.
I was an ordinary doctor who just went to work to earn money, and quietly work until retirement, and then die quietly.
I had no great ambitions, I had no talents either.
I just lived an ordinary gray life, until there appeared...
She
A girl who, despite the fact that she knew that she would soon die, she did not stop smiling.
I wondered, "Could I do that?", but I already knew the answer that most likely I would just end my life by suicide.
But this girl had hopes that she could be cured, but her test results were disappointing.
I wanted to go tell her, to apologize that we couldn't save her, it was beyond our power, but I...
I couldn't!
When I entered her hospital room, I froze in place, seeing her ecstatic gaze that was fixed on the TV.
I looked at it too, and saw some girl group performing.
Noticing me, she smiled at me brightly,
"Doctor, won't you watch TV with me?" she asked.
I could only nod to her, unable to refuse this poor girl.
This immediately made her happy. For the next few hours, she couldn't stop talking about her "beloved", who was Hoshino Ai. A famous idol that everyone knew about.
I didn't know what she meant by "beloved"! It could have been a romantic meaning, or just admiration for her. It didn't really matter, because I couldn't help but be amazed by her face when she talked about Ai, there was delight in that face.
She said that when she recovered, she would definitely become an idol and make millions of people happy.
I could only bite my lip. She couldn't become an idol, she never will. But I couldn't destroy the hopes of this poor girl who continued to cling to life. I don't know if there are goddesses or gods or any kind of entities, but I constantly pray to them so that this girl with such great ambitions could recover and shine like the north star.
But it couldn't last long...
One day, her heart just stopped beating, and her illness took its toll.
When she left, I don't know, but something changed in me. I still go to work, and after work, I go home and repeat these actions in a circle.
I don't know when I got used to this girl who loved idols very much, but after her death, the world that was already empty for me became even more empty.
After some time, a patient was admitted to the hospital who was covered in blood, as he managed to tell us, he was bitten by some crazy person.
Bitten? Why would a person bite someone…
What I saw next horrified me, that earlier person jumped out of the hospital bed and sank his teeth into the nurse's neck, who screamed in pain.
Without thinking twice, I grabbed the first thing that came to hand and hit him on the head, but he did not lose consciousness and even seemed to want to attack me and the wounded nurse. I took the chair and pushed it away, grabbing the nurse, we quickly ran out of the hospital room.
I quickly called the security, who went to the room of that abnormal man, and I went to treat the nurse's wound. This girl has been working with me for quite a long time, and always does what she is asked. I even noticed myself thinking about inviting her on a date. But I threw such thoughts away. Who would be interested in such a boring person?
I immediately began to treat the wounds on her body, but I could not finish, because she rushed at me and wanted to bite, but I was able to push her away and immediately ran out of the room.
The nurse became the same as that abnormal man. She wanted to bite ...
Bite!
These two events are connected, that those who are bitten, after a while, also begin to bite...
No...
It's impossible...
They only happen in movies...
Zombies...
I looked again at the room from which I ran out. and saw how a nurse was hobbling towards me, without thinking twice I ran away.
Running through the hospital, I noticed how more and more zombies were biting people and tearing them apart.
I almost threw up from such a sight, but I was able to restrain myself and just sped up my run.
Running outside, I immediately got into the car and started it, without thinking twice I went home.
The next few days, I collected supplies, in stores, along with her few survivors. We wanted to find a safe place and settle there.
But we ran into bandits who noticed our supplies, and instead of asking us for them, they immediately started shooting.
The first bullet hit me in the chest, and the world around me was spinning, meaning that I was falling and would soon die.
Well, at least one thing is good, I didn't become zombie food.
With a slight smile, I just closed my eyes.
But then I realized that I was still aware of myself, which meant I existed, but for some reason I couldn't see anything. I also felt someone next to me, but I couldn't touch them.
I don't know how much time I spent in this "hell", well I think it is "hell", although I didn't believe in it.
Everything changed when I felt myself being squeezed by the walls of the space I was in. It caused discomfort until I saw the light, and the next minute, I was met by a blonde who was smiling at me.
"The first boy! Here is the baby, come to daddy," she said, handing me over to the man.
A few minutes later, she also pulled the girl out of our "mother's" womb.
Without thinking twice, my father gave me to my mother so that she could breastfeed me. I tried to resist, but my body was a weak newborn baby, so there was no strength in it.
I just closed my eyes and continued to feed on my mother's milk, with the thought in my head that I was reborn ...
{pov ???}
When you are told that you will soon die, it does not sound cool at all.
I mean, they told me that I had an incurable disease and that I wouldn't live to be 18.
At first, I didn't believe it, how could a person just up and die, what nonsense? But after I started to lose consciousness, I realized that I didn't have much time left in this world.
I still haven't done so much. I would like to start a family, a husband or a wife, I don't know myself. Even though I was young, I was prepared in this matter. Although I was more attracted to girls like Ai.
Ai was a well-known idol in Japan, I couldn't stop looking at her, and for some reason I even started blushing imagining...
But I also admire her, her charming smile. I wanted to be like her, so that people would love me, I wanted to please them with everything I could.
But my illness prevented this. But I hope that a miracle will happen, and I will be able to recover, I will be able to live a happy life.
One day, a doctor came to see me, I could tell from the look on his face that he had bad news.
"Doctor, would you like to watch TV with me?" I asked him, he hesitated for a moment and nodded at me.
I couldn't help but smile at him.
For the next few hours, we watched Ai's performances, and I couldn't stop telling him how wonderful she was, I even accidentally called her "beloved", but he didn't pay attention to it.
In the end, he left without telling me the bad news, to which I was grateful, I didn't want to know, I didn't want it to be confirmed!
That's how my time in the hospital went, I often talked to the doctor, who always listened to me attentively. I was glad that I didn't bore him.
One day, I felt that something was wrong with me, and I wanted to sleep a little…
But I couldn't open my eyes anymore. But I didn't die either, I know that too.
Or maybe I did...
This place was strange, there was someone else here besides me, very close, but for some reason I didn't feel it well either.
That's how my time passed in this strange place, where there is no light, and only some liquid. I could only do what any girl my age did, play with myself.
Count, or play cities...
After a while, something changed, I felt pressure. But instead of fear, I had curiosity.
Very soon the light appeared, and I saw a blonde woman holding me in her arms.
"God, how charming you are. Let's pass you to mom," she said, and began to pass me to the woman on the bed.
As soon as I saw this woman, my heart stopped...
THIS IS AI
and most importantly...
I AM AN AI CHILD.
I don't know how, but I was reborn as a child, a person I admired in my past life.
Ai, no, my mother picked me up, smiled, and put me to her breast.
Of course, I had such fantasies, but for it to happen...
On the other hand, I'm a newborn girl. So it's okay if I drink my mother's milk.
When I started drinking, I felt that there was someone else next to me, as it turned out, it was my brother.
But I couldn't think about it for long, I fell asleep so quickly.
(pov Ai)
It was quite difficult to give birth to two children, but I'm glad that they were born healthy, and oh my god, how greedily they suck breast milk, especially the girl.
I looked at my husband, who smiled at me, and I returned his smile.
Putting my hands on the backs of my children...
"Welcome to the world of Aquamarine, Ruby."