I resent seeing Evan at the same time whilst he helped me meet someone who is a really special person in my life. Indeed, I had some romantic feelings for him for a few months after we became friends. On April 22, 2023, I gathered up the guts to tell him, "I've had a crush on you for almost 2 months." He responded that he would consider whether I still felt anything for him, even after two months, as we both thought that a crush only lasted for around four months.
We used to text often in May, and I was aware that I had a clingy personality. Our days went really well together. He even offered me to play online games with his friend, Steve, who was in fact quite shy.
On June 21, 2023, I informed Evan that I had been waiting for his response for the past two months. He said that "I don't have much feelings for you but at the same time don't want to miss you in my life" was the one thing that really drew me in. Thus, we will be lovers in secret and friends in public. OMG! He is such a sweet talker, and I was nothing less, as I fell for this line.
All of these amazing moments lasted only ten days. On July 1st, Steve texted me to let me know that he was aware that I had a crush on Evan and that Evan was already seeing another girl. However, I remembered that Evan had just told his friends that he was seeing someone else without telling them it was me, so I didn't really take much notice of what Steve had to say. Evan ended our relationship the following day, July 2, 2023, and I was heartbroken by his explanation. He claimed that he was still not over his ex.
After a few days I kind of had a information about Evan being a two timer and that was what Steve was trying to warn me about. At the same time that Matthew experienced a breakup, I was experiencing some heartbreak. At that point, Shane and I were attending the same tuition center, and I could tell he was finding it hard to process my pain. He bought me chocolates at ten in the night to cheer me up, and since my mother was a cool person and already knew how Shane and I were, she wasn't too upset.
My lil bro demanded my mum to buy him chocolates the following day that were the same size as the ones I had gotten from Shane the day before. I told her that I was unhappy about something, so he bought it for me. That's when my foolish tongue slipped. I informed my mum that I had been rejected by my crush when she questioned me about it since I knew I couldn't lie to her. When I showed her his picture, she said, "He is way too out of your league, your taste in men is very bad and you still feel bad for him rejecting you." I felt a little better after this, and I gradually began to move on.