I couldn't believe that now he wanted to torture me.
"Don't, Winter. Don't do this. Please…"
Before I could even beg some more, he started to undo his belt, then his pants and boxers became a thing of the past as I moved to help him, but he was already half naked as he lifted me up and thrust inside of me.
"Is this what you wanted?" he growled.
"Fuck, yes!" I screamed, my back once again against the wall.
I gasped and clenched around him.
The meeting with Mayia, Husk being a brute, and how I felt once I came back to the penthouse, were becoming distant memories as I wrapped my legs around him. He pumped harder and faster into me.
I bit his neck, wanting him to have a taste of the pain that I'd experienced earlier when I discovered that I must mate with Husk. It wasn't as if I never knew that day would come. It was something that had to happen; I just didn't expect it to be like this.
"I'm so fucking close," I gasped as I tightened my legs around him, pulling him deeper.
I buried my face in his neck, muffling my groans, as my back started to hurt from the deep thrusts. I didn't want anyone to hear us, including Husk. I could spend hours, days, even weeks avoiding him and he wouldn't enter my mind. But in the space of three hours, even with Winter, I couldn't stop thinking about him, and it was driving me insane.
He came hard and suddenly inside of me, then he squeezed my ass and settled me on my feet as he pulled away from me.
There was no kiss or even comforting. If anything, he started shifting around his room looking for his pants.
"We're not doing that again. I'm not sure what happened when you went out, but when you want to talk, then you know where to find me," he said angrily.
He left me there, by the wall, with cum dripping between my legs. He was right; what I'd done wasn't nice and it was so out of character for me.
I kept thinking about Husk, something I'd never done before. I wondered what it would be like with him.
Would he be gentle like Winter?
Or fun like Sky?
Or completely different?
I'd never been curious till now. And I knew one thing—as much as I said that I didn't want to mate with him, I couldn't get him out of my mind.
I went to the bathroom, walking like a penguin so I didn't leave drops of cum all over the floor. Once I cleaned myself up, I did the same with the floor. I could have chased after Winter, told him that I regretted what took place, but I wasn't ready to tell him about my meeting with Mayia or the fact that I was losing my magic. He would worry and tell me that it would be all right, but if he'd seen what Dad had done and what Mayia had told me was happening to the other packs, he would use his power to make me mate in a heartbeat.
I decided to soak myself in the bath and think about how I would move forward with it all. It was too much to take in, in one day. For the second time since we mated, I'd hurt Winter. And I promised last time I wouldn't do it again. This time I wanted to be sure that I wouldn't dream of doing it again. I just didn't know how.