Chapter 164 You... Want to Truly Live?
7:30 PM, Masuyama Kenzo knocked on the door, "Mr. Chi, are you finished?"
Chi Feichei came back to his senses from his Research, looked at the time, "Okay, wait a moment!"
He had antibodies to his own toxin in his body, another piece of good news.
Which also Mean, he wouldn't be poisoned by his own venom, and could also produce Serum.
He couldn't guarantee that he wouldn't accidentally hurt people he didn't want to hurt, or whether his toxin would be used by others on other people.
But Serum could be developed slowly, dinner could not be delayed.
Chi Feichei threw a piece of dissected Experimental Waste into the Small Incinerator, confirmed that the Gas and incineration residue were not harmful, threw all the unused waste in, cleaned up, and by the way, mentally took stock of his next Research Plan.
Today the Venom has already been used up. Starting from tomorrow, he needed to Research the Time for Venom to recover to full State, the daily Venom production amount, the degree of damage of different amounts of Venom to Creature body tissues...
Plus developing Serum, the workload was full.
If it weren't for the Condition limitations, he also wanted to know what the Tube that delivers Venom in his Gum was, and how it was distributed...
No wonder some people felt he was Weird, worried about being caught for dissection and Research.
Research is indeed interesting.
After Dinner, Chi Feichei Returned to Room, Log in Game.
Amuro Toru popped up a Private Chat Window.
Zero One Two: Advisor, you didn't come to Pet Hospital today, Mr. Oyama called to Say that recently there is nothing that needs to Trouble the Advisor, does the Advisor have any arrangements these days?
Scarecrow: Forgot to tell you, I want to rest for a few days, you take a vacation, no need to go to the Hospital side anymore.
Amuro Toru: "..."
Oh, he is on vacation again...
Tonight Kazami Yuya was still Offline, Amuro Toru, Koizumi Akako, Haibara Ai, Feimo routinely Online, squatting in the Wilderness watching a group of people fighting, behind them there were also two teams of bodyguards from two major Legions.
Magical Girl: Hmm... Why are they not fighting?
Not Black: With such a large group of people watching, are they still willing to fight?
Obedient Kitten: Is it because they are worried that after both sides are hurt, we will take advantage of them?
Zero One Two: Then I will tell them, we are not this kind of people (smile). By the Way, Advisor is here.
Scarecrow: Your Stance...
Obedient Kitten: What's wrong?
Scarecrow: Extremely like the evil forces of this Game.
Obedient Kitten: ...
Zero One Two: ...
Not Black: Evil forces... Then let's go find someone to fight!
Obedient Kitten: No Legion has conflicts with us, right? Need to find a Reason to fight people? I can go lure them.
Zero One Two: Kitten, you... Your Idea today is very dangerous.
Magical Girl: Finding a Reason to bully people is not good, we can go to the Arena, let's go occupy the Arena Ranking, how about it?
Scarecrow: Okay.
Zero One Two: Unify this game server.
Obedient Kitten: Let other players tremble under the oppression of evil forces?
Scarecrow: Here you can use 'shivering'.
Magical Girl: Shivering +1!
Not Black: +2
Zero One Two: +3
Chi Feichei found it funny in his heart. After last night's contact, everyone seemed to have opened up tonight.
Especially Haibara Ai, only now did she have a bit of a little girl's appearance.
No wonder some people Say, the Internet can release the Real self...
A group of people didn't fool around, first they entered the Arena to compete with each other, familiarized themselves with the rules and Skill of professional PVP.
Playing Game, everyone is serious!
But, there are a total of five people, one-on-one, there is always one person left out.
Chi Feichei was just Intention to go on stage to fight a match with Haibara Ai, found that the Mobile Phone placed on the table lit up, sent a message to let the other four play first, and picked up the Mobile Phone.
New Email: [The person who was shot and killed by a Sniper Rifle today, you know him, right?]
Looked at the Address, a certain Organization Boss.
Chi Feichei thought for a while, Reply: [What do you Mean by this?]
New Email: [Helped you vent your anger, isn't it?]
Chi Feichei: [You are Investigation Surveillance me]
New Email: [Yes, But, do you want to know the Meaning of Life? You... Want to Truly Live?]
Chi Feichei stared at the new Email for two seconds: "..."
Is this sentence serious?
Subconsciously wanted to find the 'no' option...
Seeing that Chi Feichei didn't Reply, the other side also waited patiently.
Masuyama Kenzo was in his own Room, listening to the Movement from the Bug side.
The Mobile Phone Key Tone was very weak, but turning up the Surveillance Sound could hear clearly.
He was very familiar with that Key Tone with a Melody, Chi Feichei was in Connection with The Boss!
But, Seemingly communicated something, and then stopped again.
Hmm? No, started again...
...
Chi Feichei Replied to the Email: [...]
A string of ellipses, representing his Attitude towards seeing that sentence - dare not Reply.
After a while, new Email: [The person who died today is the person who hurt you back then. You Investigation them, but gave up again yourself, is it because you know there is no Evidence? Or do you feel that Matters have already passed?]
In your heart, have Matters really passed?
That person Exclude Classmate, stole Things, felt that Outlier should be Isolate, things they didn't like should be destroyed, and also secretly sold Banned Drugs, but he still had countless people's Trust and admiration, and has been like this since childhood.
Do you still remember, back then when you stood in front of the Hamster that was cut to death by a Sharp Blade, what were those people saying? They said, Kainai-kun is a very Gentle person, it is impossible for him to do such a thing.
You facing This Situation, can't do anything, has been like this for more than ten years, and will be like this after more than ten years.
You are working hard, trying hard to integrate into them, but why have they never accepted you? Have you Considered the Answer? Clearly you are so excellent, and what are you working hard to become excellent for?]
Chi Feichei was Silence, he Probably guessed the other party's Routine.
Investigation him, Understand him, confirm his Situation, and then break through from the weakest Place in his Mentality.
Correct, he does not lack Money, does not lack power, these cannot impress him, but mentally, or rather psychological Flaw, is the Opening he put on the surface.
An Opening that makes people feel they can 'deal a fatal blow'!
This Matter is indeed a knot in his heart, the biggest knot in his heart, even if he is not the original consciousness, under such inflammatory Text, recalling the faces at that Time, he also feels a burst of resentment in his heart for a moment that cannot be vented.
From the History of the original consciousness, this person is not strongly jealous, and there is nothing worth him being jealous of, the Reason for Depression is nothing more than being Introverted, being Isolate, being emotionally sensitive, and liking to overthink.
The other party so grasping the psychological Opening and throwing out a series of Problem, if it were the original consciousness, I'm afraid he would not be able to help but overthink, thinking until his thoughts are confused.
It can be Seen, the other party does not care at all whether his Depression will relapse.
But, he is not the original consciousness after all, he is more calm, and does not care whether those people recognize or approve of him.
The Situation now is, the other party wants to pull him into the group, and he also wants to join the group, But, he cannot let the other party know that he wants to join the group.
Things that are delivered to the door are not valuable enough.
Moreover, if he expresses that he is interested in Longevity, in order to keep him hooked, the other party definitely will not let him easily obtain relevant Research Materials.
His Intention from the beginning was to Disguise himself as a 'passive person', making people feel he is excellent and easy to control, but also needing to show that 'I suspect you have bad intentions, I don't Trust you, I am difficult to deal with'.
Even if he infiltrates the inside, he will also hide well the Things he really wants to get, find an Opportunity to pretend to inadvertently contact the Research part, and just get the relevant Data.
From the current Situation, the other party is obviously hooked.
The original consciousness never thought that someone would Investigation and utilize him, and did not hide his Conflict, who would start from the age of five, use their own pain and repression to set a Trap to fish?
How could a Child think like this? And how could he foresee the future and plan ahead?
No one would think that this Body has changed a Soul, so, The Boss should be very confident now, very much believe that his Judgment is correct, and also believe that he can break through his psychological defense line.
Hmm... Then, next he Probably does not need to Reply anymore, the other party should come to express a little approval immediately.
Didn't wait too long, Probably only about a minute, a new Email came:
[Because you were wrong from the Initially, you No Need to integrate into them, it's not that you are not clear, how much jealousy and envy there is in their Isolate, they need something where you are not as good as them to compensate for the psychological imbalance, and you and them are not people of the same World, you cannot integrate into them, you will only get further and further away from them]
These Words make sense, But it subtly changes the concept.
The original consciousness was Isolate, his own interpersonal skills also have Problem, For Example, cannot express himself, For Example again, overly desire.
Friends are people who treat each other equally, if you blindly accommodate and carefully please, not only is it not easy to make real Friends, people with this Personality are also easy to attract scum.
Chi Feichei Reply: [What exactly do you want to Say?]
Hmm, need to show restraint and control, but avoid the original Problem, and also give the other party a hint - 'My heart is not calm, I still somewhat agree with what you Say, but I don't want to admit it'.
It's the push-and-pull tactic...
New Email: [You also guessed it, I am interested in the Genetic Disease in your family and the Transformation in yourself, come help me, and I can also help you. For the wretched of the earth, there is a flame that never dies. Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise, we will live again in freedom in the garden of the Lord.]
[You can Consider it slowly, Reply to me again in three days.]
Chi Feichei looked at it twice, and put the Mobile Phone back on the table.
That is a passage from 'Les Misérables', the Meaning is -
The world is full of misery, but there must be Flames that last forever in the middle. The Night will eventually end, and the Sun will eventually rise, in God's garden of Freedom, we will be Rebirthed.
Did not talk to him about Money and power, did not talk to him about Companion and love, but after the series of punches before, these Words are indeed very persuasive.
The word 'Rebirth' is too beautiful, the more people are trapped in a cocoon, the more they yearn to break through that thick cocoon.
If it weren't for him being sure of his Goal, if it weren't for knowing the Situation of this Organization and its future development, even he would be somewhat moved and eager to try, right?
"Rebirth..."
Chi Feichei sighed softly, Turn Head, Play Game.
Rebirth? Sorry, he has already been Rebirthed.
(End of Chapter)