I think that my interest in writing this fic is vaining and am feeling lost with not finding any motivation to write. I have thought of the overall plot. To be honest when i started writing I just had a vague idea in my mind which sounded very nice.
An idea which sounded like a celestial dragon in my mind but when in writing it became just a giant lizard or even a house lizard.
I don't know when it started but before i started writing i just had vaguely though of " a handsome main protagonist who has ability to grow in talent with his martial spirit and world travel, being able to transcend the verse and so on."
I can't write too much cause it will not only take to much time but also spoil you guys...
But now i have realized why people when write fanfics mainly pic worlds and power system very similar to that of the OG series. It gets hard, really hard. To add filler chapters in between. Even when you have designed the rough frame work you have to expand, delete and create detailed scenario for each part of the arc.
And there is that too, the feeling of: "Is it too boring? Seems like a diary... I think other characters are not mentioned enough. What about a bit of spice I add there? Will it seem cringe? I myself am cringing... Why is ChatGPT ignoring prompt and creating its own story? Why is Grok over descripting everything in a cringy manner. I think i should at a bit of ecchi scene here. Will it take less time if i don't recheck everything with AI? Afterall I am writing the prompt, correcting the ai at least 5 times to get most readable out of it then taking the content to edit it myself before posting. Readers are unresponsive... Does no one reads it? Well I am writing for fun (without any profit) anyway so it doesn't matter... or does it? I lost two of my readers who used to comment and give one powerstone at each chapter. Those were the one from the start..."
And so on.
Oh and i am not dropping it.
I just have decided to take a brake, to get some time at it and rewrite the recent few chapters...
Until next time.