I'm so lateee!
it's 8 am and all my classmates are calling me because the teacher is angry with me, it's not my fault that my ringtone doesn't work! and I'm sure that yesterday night before going to sleep I put the Alarm !
I go downstairs running , I was about to fly but nevermind , I pick up my bottle of water , I put into in my bag and went outside
I open the gate and I found two cars in front of the door , I look inside the window of the first car but it was black and I can't see through it , I picked up my lipgloss and put it on , even if I'm late I should always look good
while I was retouching my makeup , the door of the car suddenly open , I back up a little so I don't get hurt from the door of the car and someone got off it
"I have to remember you that you're late" ye Jun said while getting off , he was chuckling while from the car there was Charles and Henry laughing like crazy
then I look at the second car , Felipe , Isaac and James were in that car , i can't belive it , all of them saw me !
but what are they doing here? "are you here to pick me up ?" I ask them while already smiling, it was sure that they were here for me
look at me , i got 6 guys picking me up from school only because I was late , isn't this a dream ?
but felipe that jerk ruined it " no , you wish we came for you " while laughing, I want to kill him ! he got no idea who's he is fighting with !
"I'm joking , get on " Felipe says to me while opening the door of the passenger seat,I look him right into his eyes, i go towards him a little bit but then I opened the door of ye Jun 's car and get on with them , anyway it's funnier here than in the other car
Felipe rolls his eyes and he also gets on his car , the others did the same too , ye Jun was the happiest person in the car , he was humming a song, smiling for all the ride from my home until we arrived at school , me and Henry were making jokes about Charles , we didn't even stopped talking for a second in the car
unfortunately I have to be separated from them , me , Charles , Felipe and ye Jun , we all go to class , Henry went to a girl who's he's seeing and he will show me this girl only when they'll be in a relationship
what a small world , I thought that he will stay single Forever, he's just a playboy while Charles finally he got together with Layla , they're in a relationship , i can't wait to tell Eduardo about this , he'll explode of happiness, he's been the shipper of this couple for a while now
today we have to change our seats again , I hope it's someone who I get along with , I picked up a piece of paper and see what's my number
7? where's chair number 7 ? I look around and finally found it , it's next to the window in the third line, I sit and look around to see the other who ended up with , Charles was next to Layla in the first line next to the door
ye Jun was with another boy , they look like they are already getting along well , then Felipe is sitting in the fourth line in the middle with another boy , he's the funniest one , I like him a lot , we got along in the third day of school
everyone already sat with their seat mate, I was the only one without anyone , why did they put a seat here if I'm the only one sitting here?
I ignored it and picked up my things from my schoolbag , in the first class we have English class , it's my favourite subject, it's the easiest one and that I understand it well
the teacher came into the class and greeted us "good morning guys , had a great weekend?" she said while giving us a big smile
we all replied in sync with yes , the teachers puts her books and her computer in the table and then she says to us that we have a new classmate , I think he's the transferee who's had to be here tomorrow but I think he will came to say hello and to talk with the teachers and his classmates
I'm excited to meet him, what's his gonna be like? what about his personality? i want to be friends with him already and I didn't even see him!
maybe he will sit next to me since it's the only free chair in the class , I can't wait!
the class ended , we have a free hour , I should study in the meanwhile but I would like to go to Eduardo's class , I also made a lot of friends there but there is a girl there who I think she hates me , everytime I go near Eduardo or talk with someone In their class I always find her staring at me strangely
what did I do wrong this time ? now that I think about it I haven't meet Evy for a while , next week I have to give the money to her dad , thanks to Felipe I already got a good sum of money
I'll study for a while and then I'll go to Eduardo , I'm studying for the big exam since we're already in the last months of school because finally will come summer , my grades aren't really bad but I have 2 subjects where I don't go really well
after I finished studying , I get up and since there is cold outside of the class I was putting my fluffy white jacket then someone enters into the room
it was a guy , it's the first time seeing him at school but I don't think I saw him before, maybe he is from somewhere else
he looks at me and he looked like he was hesitating to ask me something, his eyes are so big and he doesn't look back , he's confident, I avoid his eye contact because it was making me nervous
"if you are searching for one of the classmates, I don't know what to tell you because I was sitting here all the time , they all went out, you find them in the bar or I don't know, give them a call" I said to the guy but he looked confused when I said that , I thought that he was searching for someone in the class but I think I'm wrong
"no I'm not searching for no one , I'm new here , this is my class , I was just trying to start a conversation so things weren't awkward"
he's the new student? omg he's so handsome!! he's really tall and he's got broad shoulders , he looks like he's from a movie
I nodded and without noticing I sat back in my seat , maybe I did that because I was a little bit nervous, he got a big aura
"so where I'm going to sit?" I looked around in the class but I guess the only free seat was right next to me , I don't want to have him next to me , I don't really know him well
I didn't reply ,I will just let him seat where he wants , he choose , I don't think I'll go to Eduardo's class anymore I don't want this guy to think that I'm going outside because he is here
I actually don't care about him but he got my attention, I'm curious about him , he looks a bad person but I don't think he is , maybe he is just a cutie Pookie who's hiding behind a bad boy face
i continue studying and let him standing in front of the door , this time I will do the exercises of math, I picked my pen and start doing it
the new guy came to me and moved my things in the table next to mine , he put his schoolbag and he rest his head
I think he already chose his seat, I won't complain because I was sure he was going to sit here , I don't say nothing and continue focusing on my study
then I heard him say something but U didn't understand
"mh what did you say?" I turn my face to him but his face was facing the other way , he didn't reply but then he turns to me and put his face close to mine
"your name" I was actually surprised that he asked me this way but I reply anyway
"Ines , yours?" I said with few words , I didn't want to seem too much kind
he didn't reply to my question but he put his face closer and then he looks right at both of my eyes "keep eye contact, you have pretty eyes" he said but suddenly he turns his face and he goes back to sleep
is he drunk or something because this attitude is not really normal, I guess I'll just ignore it, I kept studying for all the time without stopping myself even once , the guy next to me turn his face , he's sleeping deeply
I think he didn't get any sleep, the sun from the window is hitting his face , the light is making him wake up
I put my hand over his face so he can sleep well, the more I watch his face the more I understand that he is tired
what's his name? I tried to find his target but he isn't wearing the uniform , I look at his face for a while , I'll just give him a name !
I'll call him kai , I thinks this name suits him , I pick up my things and I put it on my bag then I stand up and I go in the hallway
where did the others went? I can't see them anywhere, I went everywhere and there is no signs of them
then I found Henry and Charles talking with a girl, I went to them but I hide behind the wall , they were talking about someone's birthday
Charles looked really happy about what they were talking about but Henry doesn't seem happy at all , he seems like he's angry
"I don't think it's a good idea" Henry says while crossing his arms and looking at the other way , Charles looks at Henry and replies "please, he really likes her ! it's gonna be fantastic, we all are going to help him !"
is someone going to confess his love to a girl?! omg! is someone from the group? I can't believe that they didn't tell me nothing about it, but why Henry is contrary to this ?
"no need to worry, my brother is a good guy , he'll treat her nicely, after all they will start from dating and then they will marry each other! isn't it fantastic? come on Henry don't ruin the mood !" the girl says happily while jumping with Charles and trying to convince Henry to help them organise everything
but Henry isn't still convinced "what if she doesn't like him? isn't it going to ruin their friendship and everything that they've been doing together? they are also in the same class! "
in the same class? are they talking about Eduardo? EDUARDO HAS A CRUSH ON HIS CLASSMATE? why didn't that jerk told me before ! i could help him anytime !
I go away and took the stairs to Eduardo's class , he's gonna be there for sure , while going upstairs I tripped over the thread of my shoes and I got a wound in my cheek
I open the door of the class and search for Eduardo but he's not here , I excuse myself and close the door , I went everywhere but I cannot find him
I decided to go back to class , I thought that it's gonna be only me and kai but when I went in the class I found him and Felipe fighting and the others were just watching them fight
i go to Eduardo who was watching the fight " what is happening, why are they fighting?!" but he didn't reply , he just looked at me and putted his arm around me and said "just look, you'll find soon or later anyway "
what? what does it mean?! I tried to stop them but Eduardo and James stopped me from going to them , why no one is stopping them?
there was Felipe who was punching kai in his stomach while kai was punching him in his back , their face was bloody but they still didn't stop
I free myself from James and Eduardo and ran to kai and Felipe "stop! what are you doing?!" I scream to them , they look at me but didn't stop
I was going crazy ! I put myself between them and pushed both of them then the teacher came "what are you all doing?! I didn't expect this situation from you" she said while pointing to Felipe and kai
then she looked at me " I didn't expect it neither from you miss Velasco! you three go to the principal office now! and I don't want any excuses!" she screams to us
"but this is unfair , I didn't do anything, I was trying to stop the fight!" I said again and again to the principal but she didn't even want to listen to me
"stop miss Velasco or I'm gonna call your parents, I don't care who started the fight " I sighed and I decided to let it slide this time , I'm not going to act like the last year , I was a really bad person , I always had to fight with someone or I always replied bad to teacher and older people
now I changed in a better person all because of a guy , the guy who changed my whole life , my whole style , my whole way to live , he changed everything but that's all in the past!
Felipe and kai were about to pick another fight , they were just snitching on each other
I was sitting on the seat and looking around the office , it's always the same , i've been here more than I've been in my room
I'm not going to complain because anyway she'll give me all the fault for what happened, I'm not going to fake to be surprised because at the end I'm the problem of every fight or trouble that happens
"I thought that you changed this time miss Velasco , I'm going to talk with your mom again " the principal said to me , I just rolled my eyes then I stand up and without saying nothing I just open the door and go outside
she was calling my name again and again but it's going to end up like the other days , I'll never reply when she calls me to go back to her office
I pick up my phone from my pocket and I text my mom:
to mom:
"the principal is gonna call you , this time I didn't do anything so just don't pick up , I'll talk with her again later "
she replied faster than I thought
from mom:
"ok , do whatever you want , I don't care "
I was sure that she was going to reply like this , after all she cares only about my two older sisters , I'm invisible to her anyway , she is kind and cares for me only when I have to pay her debts and when she wants to borrow money from me
i sigh and sit in the sofà that is in the bar of the school, I can't stop thinking about my dad , what about him?
what does he like? what's his favourite film? what does he work now? where does he live? did he marry another woman now? does he have children? does he remember about me? about Mom? what did it happen really?
I have to many questions but there is no answer to any of them , I would like to know everything from the start , I would like to have a family , a real family
but I think I won't ever have one , maybe that's my curse , maybe that for the best , maybe it's my Destiny to not have one
I don't know why but I feel so lonely, everytime I see girls with their dads but there is me , I have a mom who only works but at the end she spends every little cents that she has while two sisters who don't care about me , and a invisible dad who I never saw
I can't say I'm alone because I have a lot of people around me but I feel lonely , I don't feel like part of those people around me
I can't feel happy anymore like I used to be , I feel empty , I feel like I don't have anymore feelings other than sad ones
but I try , I always try to be happy , to forget everything and move on but I always feel like I'm not real , like if this life isn't real , it's all a game
while I was thinking someone came behind me , it was Felipe and kai , I turn around and smile at them
they ask me if I'm okay , even if I'm not I'll say that I'm fine "I'm alright, I don't really care about the principal but I want to know why you fight ?"
Felipe avoids eye contact while kai was looking right at my eyes , he came closer and picked with his fingers my cheeks then he looked right at my eyes " were you crying?" he asks me
it's the first day and I also don't know him well but he can read me well like if I'm an open book only to him
Felipe came to me , pushed kai and sat next to me " what happened? who made you cry?!" is Felipe worried for me?
I can't understand my feelings anymore , and I can't understand his feelings as well , maybe I'm just imagining everything
then out of the corner of my eye I see his brother who was watching us , he was acting, Felipe was acting , he's not worried for me , it's just the contract that we made...