Soul was feeling very flustered at the moment and he doesn't know what to do. He could feel his face turning redder by the passing second.
He is currently sitting in his baby daddy's private room with the first four rows of his baby blue shirt opened as his son latched on his slightly swollen right breast hungrily whilst trying to spoon feed the little sen his nutritious baby food at the same time with said baby daddy looking on with doting eyes.
Soul had never breastfed his baby in front of anyone outside his obgyn team and his parents. He knew not every male ven was blessed with the opportunity to naturally breastfeed their child unless they are of hyperbreed and ultimate hyperbreed genes. So it had come as a big shock to him that while in his sixth month of pregnancy, he started experiencing painful swells and milky leaks from his nipples.
The doctors had confirmed he was just a normal male hybrid ven but later concluded that maybe because the father of his unborn son is a hyperbreed sen and his child may also have the hyperbreed or a higher gene, which is the ultimate hyperbreed gene. That will be the only reason for him,Soul, being able to produce milk as a hybrid ven.
Hyperbreeds and ultimate hyperbreed sens are known to need special care from their infanthood till they could walk and talk properly. Fortunately, they are smarter, sharper, and stronger than the other gene breeds and thus have accelerated healthy growth.
Now although his baby can walk properly and talks he still has a short way to go when it comes to speech and motions.
Saelim watched in fascination as his baby Thongphir kept pushing away his Pa's hand, which was trying to feed him his baby food with an adorable glare while still sucking milk from his Pa.
Soul's sighs with fond helplessness. His baby has slowly been letting go of breast milk so his(S) body wasn't producing alot of of milk as before. Now the swells is not very visible and painful unlike the beginning where he had to resolve to wearing little *breast tubes with breast pads since he started experiencing leaks till Thongphir turned nine months. He hated the breast pads and tubes and finally became relieved when the leakage stopped.
[A/N ; breast tubes are basically boob bandage tops worn instead of bra]
"Baby needs to eat your food na" Soul gently coaxed much to protest whine of the adorable baby boy.
"Please my love na~. Pa wants baby to eat and grow strong na" he kept coaxing but received the same answer from the little hyperbreed who kept glaring at the spoon in his mother's hand as he sucked on.
With a sigh, he placed the golden baby spoon back in the matching little golden bowl and tried to reach for the baby wipes only to realize it was a bit far from his reach. Shyly he glances at Lim, who found the situation endearing sweet with a content smile on his godly handsome face.
"C-can you please hand me the wipes khap?" Soul requests with flushed cheeks
"Khap" Lim answers. He grabbed the baby wipes from the big mahogany table and then sat beside his little family. First he reached for his son.
"Come to Por, my pup"
Baby Thongphir immediately left his Pa's nipple and happily entered into his father's extended arms with an adorable giggle.
"Por!!!" He giggles
"Khap~ my baby" Lim responds, carefully hugging his son, then with one hand, he opens the box of wipes and passes it to his P'Soul
"Thanks"
"Thong-thong Por!!" Baby Thongphir
"Khap~ my Thong-thong" Lim laughs, teasing his giggling baby boy. His heart filled with love and adoration
Soul chuckles slightly at his son's eagerness to call out his dad and continued to wipe his hands. Then he buttoned his shirt back and took more wipes to clean up the baby's little hands only to realize Lim had somehow managed to coax baby Thong-thong into eating his food while making him laugh soo heartily.
He felt filled with joy.
Very filled.
All those times he had been lonely trying to put baby Thong-thong to sleep in the middle of the night, not wanting to disturb his parents who helped him in taking care of his baby all day with him resting most times.
All those times he wanted to just pick up his phone and call Lim to tell him everything or Kiwi to come to his aid.
All he hoped and wished for was for Lim to find him and keep him in a tight embrace just like before he run away.
He had wished with all his heart. Cried several times. And prayed to all the gods and buddhas just for his sen to magically find him and be by his side to make his little family be complete.
He never gave his baby a full name because he felt only Lim has the right to but gave him the nickname, Tongtong. Which is still maintained but with different spelling now.
Now part of his heart desires have been fulfilled. And he couldn't be more grateful to the imperial crown prince. The one who had found him in his family very private home in a a small rich town in China and made sure to drag him back to the Great Thailand Empire with no questions asked.
"My P'Soul..?" The voice of his handsome sen brought him out of his revere.
"Khrub?" He blinks
"I missed you soo much khrub my P'Soul"
Soul blinks. Then he bows his head
Soul didn't expect that the sudden confession. He felt his heart beat wildly but then it clenched painfully and he was overcome by his guilt and embarrassment that it made him burst into tears as he covered his face with his palms.
.
"Phi Khor thod na Saelim~. Phi is really sorry ..hic.. f-for leaving without a word.. hic.. Phi is sorry for not trusting in your ability...ability t-to protect me and our son ...Phi is really sorry for not -not coming back sooner even after Phi knew that-that things were much safer. Phi is soo soo sorry for leaving with our son. Please Saelim.. forgive Phi na? Na....Na...Na... phi khor tod na Saelim" Soul sobs hard.
Lim was stunned at first but the cries of his son mixed with his precious Phi's sobs made him realize that all he ever needed was for his P'Soul to come back to him and he was willing to give anything just to be with the one he loves. Nothing matters more than this moment.
He had a sweet gentle beautiful ven as his. His own. Nobody else's. And a handsome son to top it off too.
After coaxing his son to stop crying he turned his attention to his love. Lifting his head and grabbing the palms that covered his face and placed gentle loving kisses it
"Sshh~ my precious love. Everything is in the past na. Things don't always work out the way we want them to. But I'll be damned if I let phi or our son out of reach again. I will make sure to keep you both right by my side and not let you dissappear again. Because phi and this baby right here are my world, my life and my heart. Saelim loves P'Soul and missed your entirety soo much khap. All P'Soul has to do from now to eternity is keep loving Saelim and swear that you will never have thoughts of disappearing from sight again. Or else we will both end up in the same body bag because this Saelim will hunt you down. Do I make myself clear khap my precious love?" the sen said, looking deep into his beloved's stunned watering eyes.
Soul was speechless for a moment before nodding his head in response.
"Words thirak. Saelim need words"
"I'm willing to be in the same coffin with you and im never ever going to leave again" Soul answers with deep conviction.
He doesn't think he can survive without his support system anymore. He hardly didn't before. His pregnancy was considered a high risk one and he was pain most of the time till he gave birth. Then the feeling of guilt and isolation nearly drowned him in severe depression. What finally brought him out of it was the day he received a call from the Imperial Crown Prince.
That call made him look forward to returning back. And the thought of returning made him want to be better and healed.
"And phi shall not keep anything from me too. No matter how big or small the issue is. Even if it's good or bad. Saelim wants to know it all. Swear it to me Phi' " Lim adds
"Phi swears to Saelim never to hide anything again" Soul answers with a nod
"Also Lim wants phi to promise me that we will have more beautiful babies so that Lim can spoil them rotten just like Lim will spoil his P'Soul rotten" the sen gave a silly grin
Soul's pale face turned a shy pink. And ducked his head shyly and mumble.
"Still a pervert like always"
"Oh phi!! You have to promise. Lim wants more beautiful babies with you!!!" Lim whines.
Baby Thong-thong was highly amused by his Por's whines making home giggle. Soul was helpless at his sen's attempt to be cute, making his heart flutter with joy.
"There is the smile that always make my heart flutter every time. And also manages to make me fall in love with phi harder"
Soul covered his face shyly as he felt all his blood rush to ears and neck. He could feel his heartbeat go faster too.
"Don't cover the sunlight that is your face. Saelim wants to see how beautiful you look whenever you flush because of me khap my precious love"
He gently pulls Soul into a half hug with his other hand hugging his son, who cuddled into him.
"Thi rak ma Saelim. I love you" Soul whispered shyly
Lim's face broke into a big smile and he tightens his arms gently.
"Just as I love you the most my precious love. My P'Soul"