Lily was still trying to wrap her head around what she had just done. The beast in her drove her actions, but she knew at any time she could have stopped him. Told him no, pushed him off of her, but no, she fell deeper into his erotic embrace. She knew it was wrong; her bond should have reacted, but it didn't, which confused her even more.
*What am I gonna do? I still want him, but I want Dimitri just as much. How do I....?* She tried not to freak out even when her mind was still in a daze. Her body was humming after a dangerously wonderful sexual experience with someone other then her mate. She never thought that could happen with anyone other then Dimitri.
Than a thought came to mind. She wasn't a creature of this world. Both her parents are gods which brought her to believe that the rules for her might be different. Maybe. She was trying to make sense of a situation on a burnt out energy level. "I need to eat. My head is killing me."
