I curled up in bed in tears at the humiliation that I had brought on myself. I should have resisted Blake's moves but I gave in. I was so weak.
I knew he was cruel but I didn't know just how far his cruelty went, it was a harsh blow of reality to me
Suddenly I sat up on my bed, wiping away the tears angrily.
"Why are you crying , Alanna, you are not fucking weak. You are Alanna fucking Carrington and noone rides you over and gets away with it." I whispered angrily to myself gripping the bed stand and curling my fingers around it.
"I am going to get revenge on everyone that has wronged me, every single person that has made me shed a tear. I will make sure to end their miserable lives and ensure that the last thing they see before they shut their eye is me covered in their blood" I vowed to myself.
My grip tightening round the wood of the bed stand, the sharp edge cutting into me, with the blood that dripped. I made an oath to carry out my revenge against them all.
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One month later.
It had been a month since everything came falling apart and yet Sky and Ethan were yet to show up.
Day by day, I waited for them to come carry me away from this place, but minutes turned to hours and hours to days and days to weeks till it was a month and yet there was no sign of them.
I knew that there was no possible way that Sky would ever abandon me. Something had to have gone wrong for him not have come for me.
Maybe he had not heard the news of what had happened or maybe he was in some sort of trouble.
I was so angry that I could not do anything to help out but sit and wait and I was so tired of waiting.
That was it, I was going to go find Sky and bring him back and together we would get our revenge.
I had no idea how I was going to find him or from where but I had to try at least. I decided I would have to go pack the valuables of mum and dad from the pack house.
At night when everyone was asleep, I crept out of my window wearing a dark coloured hood and a black duffel bag to pack up everything.
I crept past the garden house, which I knew the Luna would be inside by this time. As I passed, I prayed silently to the moon goddess to help me without getting caught.
Sending up a quick thanks to the moon goddess, I had passed the trickiest part. The new Haven pack were very lax in their security. It was not possible for this to happen in my pack.
The guard post was empty, I knew this because I had watched and monitored the activities and security for the past one month.
I never complained and was complacent I never let them know that I didn't like staying here neither did I let them know about my plans.
Most of the times I was treated like a lowly omega and the other times it was like I did not even exist.
The worst part of everything was seeing Blake every day . Despite the fact that I had accepted his rejection, every sight of him was like a thousand knives being pierced in my heart .I hated the fact that I found it hard to resist him , I hated the fact that he was so good looking and most of all I hated the fact he hurt Nessa.
I hated him.
As I passed by the guard post I had a noise and I quickly turned back.
I crouched behind the shrubs wondering who it was at this time of the night I picked from behind the shrubs and they saw a dark shadow , there were two actually.
I quickly sent up a prayer to the moon goddess not to get caught because I knew that if I got quotes it would mean a night in the dungeon or maybe more. It could even mean death.
The shadow seemed like that of Blake." What on earth could he be doing by this time of night at the guard post?" I questioned and suddenly I understood what was going as the two walked under the lights and I realised that the second person was Clarissa from school.
I Couldn't believe that's Blake had the audacity to bring his whore into the park house. I didn't even know whether it was good riddance but it hurt so much.
Now I understood the source of the pain I felt every night it was Blake going on and on having sex with Clarissa.
Every night they had sex I felt pains .I felt like I was being stabbed continuously and I couldn't sleep .I couldn't believe what sort of pig he was. He spent his nights whoring about while I couldn't sleep in pain.
I stared daggers at him, if only my stare could obliterate him, he would have been dead by now . I waited till they walked and I crept out of the shrubs and ran all the way.
The pack house wasn't all that far from New Haven it didn't take me a long while to reach there . When I had reached a point where I knew I was out of sights, I slowed into a walk.
The hastened in my steps so that I could get everything I needed to get and get out of here before anyone noticed my absence.
Entering into the house filled me with so much sorrow and sadness. The walls of the house were filled with grief or maybe it was my imagination.
The house looked dreary and dark it was no longer a home it was just a house . Mom's touch that made the house bright was missing ,the laughter, the movement and shuffling of the servants , everything was missing it was no longer my home
it was just an abandoned house.
The first place I went to was dad's study it wasn't really anything I understood from there but I went straight to where I knew he kept the safe .
Now what was the password to the safe again ,I murmured to myself.
After many trials , I then tried the day I was born and it opened with a click . I smiled to myself but my smile dampened as I remembered that he was no more.
I grabbed everything in the safe and pushed it into the bag not caring to know the contents . I grabbed some maps from the shelves and put it into the bag too next I went into mum's room .
I went into her drawer and grabbed some of her priceless jewelries and clothes and put it into the bag .
As I closed the wardrobe. I spotted something at the back covered by some clothes . it seemed like mum desperately tried to hide it in her last moments.
I wonder if that was the reason for their deaths . I wondered if those that killed them were looking for something or was it just an attack because me
Then I spotted the box at the back of her closet.
The box was reinforced no matter what I tried I couldn't open it . I tried hitting it I tried locks but there was no provision to inpute numbers for a password . I quickly put it into the bag and zipping up the bag I ran out to the house .It was almost dawn.
Making my way back was harder than leaving but I was finally successful .
As I sat on my bed I heaved a sigh of relief that I was not caught , it was a really risky journey but I was glad that at least I got something out of it.
I opened up the bag to check the contents of my haul
The first thing I went to was the box I was really curious about what was inside .I kept on trying and trying but I could not get it open.
I was so frustrated, I hit my hand against the box and It pricked my finger, blood dropped from my finger on the box .
I placed my finger into my mouth sucking the blood and muttering curses suddenly I heard a click sound. The box had opened with my blood
"What the hell?!"