This point.
Xiao Zhan found it inconceivable.
He had never imagined that one day Ye Youlong would change her principles for him, especially those principles she should never touch.
This moment.
Xiao Zhan felt a genuine love.
What is love?
Love is domineering, love is destructive, love is possessive, love is irrational!
All these traits had been reflected in Ye Youlong.
But somehow, perhaps because of Ye Youlong's personality, when Xiao Zhan saw these traits in her, he didn't think it was love.
It felt very 'fake'.
As fake as a mechanized program.
So fake that if Xiao Zhan were replaced by anyone else, Ye Youlong would treat them the same.
Xiao Zhan wasn't unique.
Thus, despite their strong affection for each other, strong enough to jest crudely, explore different postures, and even face life and death, Xiao Zhan always felt that his heart and Ye Youlong's were not truly connected.
He seemed to lack uniqueness.
