Is the moon really majestic?
Is this really, the real truth about the dark and the light.
I am done depending on my suffocating emotions!
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I am really going to burn my intense hatred for everything before it destroy itself .
,,In this world wants me to change so bad to the point, I am really going change."
,,I despise myself for doing that. But my raging is dripping blood from everything that I seen and heard."
What did I do for this!?WHAT DID I GAIN FOR THIS. 0
WHAT DID I DO IT WASN'T MY FAULT !!
IT WAS BECAUSE OF ...
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The world is in peace,flowers are blooming, trees are becoming more greener and a bright smile from the little girl was shining with innocence. Her thoughts about responsibility are always washed by the books words.
Then she came with some words from her head about what she really thinks it's the truth.
,,Being appreciated by the moon is good but sometimes being alone at night will be cold and sad but the stars, not one but many are there for you to look lovely in the eyes."
,,The stars and the moon are better friends that everyone else, ..than the sun and the clouds,,
I will tell my mommy and daddy about my superb thoughts.
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-The girl named Jennyse didn't have parents or maybe a roof over her head. Let me explain her story-
In 1456 she was born in a horrified place it was battles, sadness and death. Many people died but the child and the parents were still surviving the dangerous place.
The poor Jennyse didn't want to born like that and the parents tried everything to escape from death.....Everything fast happened they found a new village to stay on and years later.
When she was 6 years old in 1462 it was finally peaceful in the place. The mom was cooking, and dad was helping with chores.
At night as always her mom always sings her favourite lullaby,and the girl is sleeping peacefully. Her mom always, and always sharing her compliments about how she is very adorable with her wavy raven-brown hair and blue eyes like the oceans at sunrise.
But then 8 years later passed when she was 14 years old. Was the year she will never forget. The dad was cooking, and the mom went to find some delicious vegetables in the forest since her kind neighbours always tells her how their children are healthy and happy with these marvelous vegetables.
She wanted to make a surprise for her daughter and said she will come back.
She spoke with her soft voice:
,,Listen to your dad and be a good and smart girl. Go and read these big books and make your brain bigger than everyone else " - she smiled proud a few seconds and left.
Hours later she didn't come home, it was dark outside, and the dad decided to find mom.
He tells her child that everything will be alright and that he will come home safe with mom.
He spoke with a gentle smile:
,,Jennyse don't worry, because in the end you are born with a lighting path and as you said you will not be too lonely ,because of stars. I will come back to you, and let's read books together and share our thoughts especially yours".
Then the dad was going far away to the point she can't hear the steps anymore, trying to find mom.
The child was all alone in the house and she went to read those big books recommending by mom.
Then 30 minutes later she heard a loud bomb that made her scared.She went outside and couldn't believe her eyes.They were more bombs coming. She was terrified , confusing , couldn't think fast and without thinking , her adrenaline kicks in and her head to toe were sweating.
She tries to hide somewhere and finds the perfect spot that is might actually be very safe.
She runs faster than the bunny to go to that spot which may be handle some bombs , cause it's a hard brick and might she be only one to spot it.
The humans are screaming, the childrens are crying ,there are so many to see many dead bodies of people and animals.
Poor Jennyse was crying and scared thinking where her parents were, almost reaching to that spot , she tripped on a little dead body and fell but she got back up. She finally hides and keeps crying uncontrollably and covers her ears with dirty hands.
This was the saddest memory she could think of. After that, it was night, Jennyse couldn't sleep because it was too dark and scary.
A few humans disappeared quickly like a thin air , there was only some bodies.
The screamings and cryings faded, and she was all alone. It was very cold, and Jennyse tried to find some food because she was very hungry. In the village it was nothing, no food, no water. It was like she is goanna die here. Didn't know what to do, she was sitting on the ground looking at the stars and the moon.
The moon was pretty big crimson and it made her very calm. She was sleeping fast on the ground, exhausted by everything and dreaming about her sweet parents.
Minutes later some guards check every village if there's a survivor here and find a pale girl that was sleeping on the ground,shivering with cold and notices that she was weak and a little skinny and barely alive, ... the guards didn't have a heart and remembers the orders from the king that he wants to find some strong men that survived ,,not humans so weak till the verge of death" he said,
And if they found one like that in the village ,,kill the weakling human". Those cruel words were spoken by king himself like an ice cold heart, or no human heart at all , more like a demon.
And as expected they did kill her with the revolvers, and it was too much noise and they shot her over 10 times.
Jennyse didn't wake up or screaming, she was crying inside hoping her parents are still alive. It was blood everywhere and the guards were disgusted, and they gone to the next village.
It was still night, and then the clock hits 00:00 .
Then something really happened at this o'clock. The moon was very deep crimson and then a light appeared on Jennyse.
It looks like the deep crimson moon heals the body and completely changes her character, it gives her a strange power and quickly Jennyse has dark red hair like deep crimson like the moon and dark blue eyes.
She is still asleep and it was a mystery by how many years or days passed, her birthday was before and Jennyse is now 15 years old ,maybe almost or maybe older.
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A sound of growling of hunger and a thirsty mouth. It wasn't a ordinary one but more like a beast growling and it was coming from her.
She heard it and woke up fast from sleep,rubbing her eyes and hugs her stomach thinking no way , Jennyse was very shocked ,as she seeing her hair with eyes open, the color changed being a dark rich deep crimson color, she catches her breath, through her head she doesn't remember anything what happened last night. It was only a big explosion and that's it., she thought maybe forgot more but her head is too hazy to even remember it.
She tries and tries hitting her face a few times with trembling palms. thinking maybe this is not real but ..a dream, a nightmare to the point it hurts her and stops.
Still doesn't even remember at least something, she quiestions herself, is she still alive, maybe she died, still confused and wonders what happened to her body. She gets up and thinks how many days has passed ,thinking it's not too long.
Her stomach keeps growling so bad. She is looking around trying to find something, it's like she's possesd by how much hunger get's to her and is willing to eat anything. Is hard even for her to control this hunger.
Once again she looks around, in this village is a mess, empty and destroyed and some tears were coming for her but she brushe's off. Saw were some ashes behind as it was a big fire and everything lost it's spark
The hunger keeps increasing!!!
Then.... she saw a rat passing by her.