Even if I value others significantly, in their eyes, I am nothing. I am just someone who can be easily discarded, no one cares about my feelings!
Dad, actually at times, deep inside, I understand what this feeling is like more than anyone else. This feeling is truly a heart-wrenching pain. No one cares about what you have been through. He only looks forward because in his eyes, you are nothing; you are not the one he cares about the most. He could easily abandon you. What significance does such a person have in this world? Sometimes I really don't understand what it means to live in this world?
