"Do you really think I don't want to let go of all the pain? It's not that I don't want to let those things go; it's that I truly can't. Again and again, I endure all the pain deep inside my heart. What I really want is just a stable life, but my life keeps getting disrupted. Can't I blame anyone? Should I willingly endure all the pain? I watch helplessly as everything changes before my eyes, as people I care about get stolen. Do you know how painful that feels? No one considers how excruciating that kind of heartache is. You always think your decisions are right, but what about me? Do I deserve to be abandoned and hurt by you, my parents, time and again?"