He could barely control his desire for her, pulling her into his arms, but she pushed him away, "Stay away from me!"
Her indifferent attitude caused Cheng Yanzhi to pause for a moment.
Looking at her again, he realized that the intoxicated Xia Yunsheng was even colder than usual.
Even when she normally despised him, hated him, and felt heartbroken, she would still consider the child...
But intoxicated, her memory was filled with more of the pain he had caused her.
Just like someone who would develop a fear of cycling after a severe fall, she felt the same way...
In the matter of loving Cheng Yanzhi, she had suffered too many losses, too much pain.
Those feelings of despair and heartache had been hidden deep within her heart, surging crazily once she was drunk, compelling her reason, compelling her to be lucid...
The time before she joined the knight's order was the coldest and most desperate period for her.
