Seated on one of these uncomfortable seats in this tech expo hall filled overindulgent and uptight suits, I watch Elias give a beautiful speech evidently not written by him.
The tech expo had been going on for more than an hour now, and now it's finally drawing to a close with his speech.
My body had been aching the whole time I was here. Not from any physical discomfort, but from the sheer fact that I was near Elias the whole time. Despite just sitting next to him, I couldn't help but feel absolute hatred and disgust for both him and myself.
The night before he… he wouldn't let me be. He kept on saying how I was now his property and I belonged to him. As though trying to make me feel like… nothing.
All of this is getting to me, I don't want it to. I'm trying to fight against it, but it's getting to me. And somehow, I feel myself going numb. The numbness growing each time Elias has he way with me.
Thinking on it upsets my stomach and makes me nausious.
