At that time, the injury must have been serious and painful.
After being drugged, how much pain did it take to keep himself awake?
In order to make things happen, she's afraid the medicine Xiang Yulan gave was not light.
Gu Nian gently touched Chu Zhaoyang's scar with his fingertips. When she touched it, she could feel the inconspicuous undulations. The touch was different from the skin next to it.
"It hurt at that time, right?" Gu Nian said distressedly.
With her distressed look like this, all the suffering was worth it.
"It's okay." Chu Zhaoyang told the truth, "I was very fascinated at the time. Even if it hurts, I don't feel anything. The important thing is to clear my mind."
How could this man be so stupid and yet so good at the same time?
He was good and made her feel guilty.
"You said that you didn't know where I was at that time, when I would come back, or whether I would come back. What if I don't come back? What if I'm already married? What if -"
Chu Zhaoyang tightened his grip on Gu Nian and kissed her hard until her lips were numb, as if they were burned by fire, before he let go.
But he pinched her waist hard again: "Stop making that assumption."
"I don't even dare to think about it." Chu Zhaoyang said in a deep voice, pressing his forehead against hers, and his deep and hot breath rushed to her lips along with his words.
Gu Nian nodded.
"How could you marry anyone else but me?" Chu Zhaoyang murmured, she loved him so much.
He held her waist with one hand, found her left hand with his right hand, and gently pinched the diamond ring on her ring finger.
Of course he knew what she meant.
The ring that was originally on her middle finger was quietly put on her ring finger, making people think that she was married.
Furthermore, having children with her was even more powerful evidence.
But in fact, she thought he was dead.
In this life, it was impossible for him.
She planned to remain single for the rest of her life, pretending to be married, silently, and thinking she was married to him in her heart.
Just guard him for the rest of her life.
She also always called him stupid.
But in fact, she was also not smart, was she?
At least, he still held out hope that he could get her back.
But what about her?
Thought he was dead and had no more expectations, but she still chose to do this.
Chu Zhaoyang took a deep and slow breath with trembling breath.
"We are both the same. You will stay with me all your life, and so will I. I believe in you. You will never find anyone else except me. I am determined and will definitely find you. I will not allow myself to fail to find you. It's up to you." Chu Zhaoyang said softly.
"I can't give up the few percent possibility that you will come back or give up all my opportunities just because I may not be able to find you or for other reasons. Even if there is only one thousand percent chance that you will come back, I also have to guard it, I can't let myself get dirty and lose the opportunity to be with you."
"I want to guarantee that when you come back, I will stand in front of you and I can tell you frankly that I am clean."
As Chu Zhaoyang spoke, he felt hot tears falling on his scar.
He looked down and saw a faint water stain on the scar.
Gu Nian, with her head lowered, could not see her expression.
But he could see the crystal tears falling one after another and falling on his scars.
Then Gu Nian reached out and wiped away the water stains on his scar.
Chu Zhaoyang's skin was burned by her tears, as if it was about to be scalded.
He held her chin in his hand, raised her face, and saw her face full of tears.
"Don't cry." Chu Zhaoyang said hoarsely.
But this sound was like the last straw that broke her to death.
Gu Nian couldn't bear it any longer, and she cried out like a child with a "wuwu" sound.
She hugged Chu Zhaoyang's neck tightly with both hands, and threw her whole body into his arms.
His face was pressed against the crook of his neck, and the tears she cried were all stuck on Chu Zhaoyang's neck, which was very hot.
"Don't cry." Chu Zhaoyang lowered his head, kissed the corners of her eyes, and kissed the tears that overflowed into his mouth.
The tip of his tongue tasted her tears, which were so salty that his heart also felt astringent.
"Be good, don't cry." Chu Zhaoyang called, not knowing how to comfort her.
When Gu Nian cried, his heart ached.
Her tears seemed to penetrate directly through his chest and burn into his heart.
Gu Nian snuggled closer to his arms. Obviously, she was already the mother of the child, but when he called her like that, she still felt like a little girl, very squeamish.
She actually didn't feel numb at all, her heart felt warm, and she felt extremely satisfied to be cared for and protected by him.
Chu Zhaoyang's voice was hoarse with distress, and Gu Nian regretted and blamed herself: "What on earth have I done? I foolishly left you for three years, leaving you alone here. We wasted three years in vain, I It's really stupid."
"Otherwise, we can still be together in these three years. You will not be drugged or hurt yourself. With me by your side, you can watch Little Millet Cake being born, and you will not miss him for three years." Gu Nian cried regretfully, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, why am I so stupid."
"No, no." Chu Zhaoyang kept kissing her tears to comfort her, "Stop crying, I feel bad. It's not your fault."
"We had a misunderstanding. It's good to resolve it. It's much better than meeting again in the future. Fortunately, we are young. It's good to have peace in exchange for three years." Chu Zhaoyang whispered to Gu Nian, " With this time, no matter what happens in the future, we will never have misunderstandings or be separated again."
"Fortunately, we were only separated for three years, and you still came back. This is better than being separated for ten or eight years, or even a lifetime of not seeing each other, causing a lifetime of regrets. Nian Nian, this is our luck. I don't feel like the three years have been wasted. Instead, we have used three years to strengthen our hearts for each other."