By the time Toby finished recounting its first complete confrontation with the Extreme Resentment Thoughts, Greya finally understood why Angel had said, "Toby's experience is even worse than facing mortality."
Because Toby's first encounter with the Extreme Resentment Thoughts ended in death.
For Toby, the most difficult part was that it simply couldn't face the torrent of resentment unleashed by the Extreme Resentment Thoughts. When Toby was being washed over by the waves of resentment, it was like sitting in a small dinghy, facing monstrous surges.
Unable to save itself, utterly powerless to resist.
Even though it told itself to endure, to resist the temptation of the Extreme Resentment Thoughts, it still failed to do so. In the end, countless streams of resentment flooded its mind, and in bottomless fear, Toby perished in the Void.
